Hey friends! So the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth put it on my heart to share a little bit of a testimony that God is working in my life currently. This isn’t your everyday love story. This testimony is amazing, and the best part? It’s just beginning! This is the story about how with God, all things are possible! a story of patience, faith, trust, endurance, and obedience. This is a story of how God is currently writing an amazing love story, but with insane plot twists nobody saw coming! A love story that proves God is a way maker. A story of how God paved a way when things looked near impossible. We aren’t doing this the world’s way; we are doing it God’s way! So grab your popcorn, snacks, and sit back and enjoy a little snippet of how God is writing our love story between my future husband and me.
* This is going to be a long post, so brace yourself, but please stay to the end, it’s an amazing testimony that’s still in motion to the present day!
Let’s begin…
Now this might sound pretty crazy but Jesus revealed to me who my future husband was back before I was a teenager! Now you might be asking how? How did I know? How did God reveal this to me? Well you’re in for a special treat! Believe it or not Jesus started revealing this to me when I was 12 years old! Not kidding! Since I was 12 years old and still discerning Jesus’s voice, a lot of it went way over my head and I didn’t realize right away what God was trying to tell me. I didn’t fully know that this man was my future husband until junior year of highschool. He first revealed it to me through one of my friends’ dreams. I will never forget this moment. My middle school friends and I were sitting in the cafeteria munching away, when one of my friends was explaining a dream that she had. In this dream she was getting married but her “husband” was blurred out. This part gets crazy! So long story short, my whole friend group was there. She explained that some of us were married in the dream. Those who were married in the dream had their future partners’ faces blurred out. All except one! Mine! In the dream she explained that I was married but my man who I was married to was not blurred out. I remembered saying “oh? What did my “husband” look like in the dream?” She started describing my “husband”. My mouth dropped to the floor! I couldn’t speak, couldn’t believe what I was hearing! I knew this boy! I tried to fight it but at that moment I knew only 1 male that matched that description. On top of that, at that moment I had my first vision! Currently I have the gift of prophecy, and dreams. But during that time I didn’t know it quite yet. I was still learning a lot. So anyways I had my first vision. A vision of me and this man getting married! It was so beautiful. I couldn’t believe my eyes on what I was seeing. And again I knew who this man was. He was my best friend. I shoved it down immediately and thought that was absolutely crazy! I told no one when this happened. From that day on God continued to reveal that this man was indeed my future husband over the next 5 years into the present day. That’s another story for another time though. Anyway, to protect his privacy and identity. Let’s call my future husband Eagle. Eagle and I have known each other since we were kids. We basically grew up together. We were inseparable. Until one day in sophomore year of high school, everything changed… God separated us. I didn’t see it coming, one moment we were inseparable, then silence the next! No fight,no talking, nothing just pure silence. I remembered feeling so lost after this, so angry. I didn’t understand how we went from being everything to nothing just like that. And little did 16 year old me know that God was taking her on a journey that would change her life forever. So during our season of separation eagle and I didn’t talk/didn’t see each other for 2 whole years.Believe me that was rough but I pushed through staying faithful to God while facing this new season. I’m going to be completely honest here. When this first happened I thought he hated me, I thought I did something wrong, and the thing that really frustrated me during this was when the Holy Spirit was telling me continuously to not move on from this man and that he is my future husband all while having no contact with him. Which sounded absolutely crazy to me. But as I grew closer to Jesus, the more he showed me through His word the more I started to understand what was really happening. I will never forget the day when it finally clicked for me. During my quiet time I asked Jesus if it was okay to reach out to him because I was so confused about what was happening. On July 30th, 2022 Jesus answered my prayer! He revealed to me that Eagle was my future husband and that he separated us. He also said to not reach out but let my future husband come to me when the time is right. He needed to work on us separately and in God’s perfect timing he would bring us back. During this time a few months later I made a password with Jesus to let me know when eagle would be coming back into my life again as a heads up so I could stay prepared. I said this in my head to protect it from the enemy trying to use my password for confusion. Fast forward to April of 2023. Junior year of highschool, I was working on a paper on why the Bible shouldn’t be banned for school when all of a sudden my tab closed out because Go Guardian took over. It was hilarious but I immediately knew that I just got hit with spiritual warfare and the enemy was trying to interfere. Curious as to why my tab got closed down when I was doing what I was supposed to be doing, I asked my teacher if she used Go Guardian. While I was talking to her, there it was! My eyes widened! I couldn’t believe it! A red rose right there! My password I made with Jesus! At first I started to 2nd guess and thought maybe it was just in my head. So I tried to not think too much of it. But then this was really crazy! I’m in my next class, 5th hour math, the last class of the day. I saw my password again.I thought to myself woah okay? Is God trying to tell me something? Then shortly after I left the school that same day not even an hour later to put gas in my car. I will never forget this day. As I was pumping gas, I got the feeling I always get when Eagle is around. Almost as a reflex I glanced up and there he was in a truck across the street stopped at the traffic light! It was eagle! We both stopped what we were doing for a minute while we couldn’t keep our eyes off of each other. We didn’t say a word. But I knew in my heart that God just answered that prayer. He was bringing us back. Or so I thought…. Now this is where it is so important for us to be obedient and listen to Christ. But if we aren’t obedient to Christ that can cause us to delay our blessings and opportunities that God has for us. I’ve learned that the hard way. Thank you Jesus for his grace!!! I didn’t see eagle again until June 2023 which started the random sightings. We would see each other without muttering a single word to one another about every 2 weeks or so in the most random places. Jesus was starting to bring us back or so I thought but not in the way we expected. So fast forward in the summer 2023 Jesus starts telling me to go check out this specific church. Stubborn, fearful me at that time didn’t listen and basically Told God no. Well I said that I would go to the church when me and eagle were back in contact 🫠 because spoiler alert he went to that church… Thank you Jesus for His Grace but gosh, did I feel those consequences when I chose to be disobedient. That’s why it’s super important to follow God’s direction and be obedient to what he tells us. So when I told God no, things didn’t go as planned. He did in fact get me to that church but when I finally got there there were some upcoming challenges I had to face due to my disobedience. One main one involved eagle. We reconnected for a little bit but then went into another season of separation no contact for a 2nd time. I thought he was done with me for good this time. But little did I know Jesus opened up an unexpected doorway for us to secretly stay in contact through 2 small anonymous websites. While everyone tried to keep us apart. We were sneakily writing to each other! Talk about a plot twist! We even resolved everything without having a face to face conversation that didn’t cross any boundaries as well for us to keep at a safe distance while we are currently waiting for Jesus to bring us back in Jesus’s perfect timing <3. After communicating through these sites eagle and I are back on the same page! And although, currently we still can’t talk physically,Jesus gave us a new platform and led us through another doorway for us to communicate with each other. even though this situation looks dead! That couldn’t be farther from the truth. In God’s word, it says with God all things are possible” Matthew 19:26. One night God told me to get this certain app. At first I was very confused but I listened and downloaded it. Little did I know eagle would find my link to talk to me directly still anonymously but directly to me. And the best part was not having to come across others projecting like we would face on the other sites. Jesus is a way maker and he created doors so we could stay in communication, understand one another better, and grow stronger all while staying at a distance to not cross any boundaries. If I was disobedient I would have missed out on the 3rd platform for us to communicate on. Jesus is still in the midst of bringing us back physically but I’m so grateful that He opened up this way for us to communicate in our own way. To the world we look like we are done for good but God stepped in brought us to this point. I can’t wait to see what God will do next. And remember “faith as small as a mustard seed can move mountains.”(Matthew 17:20) But we also need to put in the work as well as being obedient to Christ. So there’s my little snippet of what’s currently happening. I hope this brought you joy and a good reminder that even if the situation looks near impossible just remember that God is the God of the impossible. If He spoke a word to you he’s going to fulfill what he said. God is a promise keeper and a way maker. All u need to do is be still and watch God work, move accordingly when he tells you to move and continue to grow in your relationship with Jesus. Okay that’s all friends I will be back when God leads me on what I should post next!